ahhh i wish we had OAC so i can see the cute tall dude i have been stalking for the passed year and a half. .(not really) but o well... he never new i existed which is pathetic I kno but ya *tear... lol wow im soooooooo pathetic… it’s time to move on to new and better things... hot college guys!!!! awww crap every one was telling me to talk to him... but no NO im too god dam SHY>>> FUCK<<< what ever what would that have done anyways... its over time has passed FOUR years... and yet nothing... cant wait to go to college...

TODAY IM GOING SWIMMING>>>> yay<<<< Vanessa has a pool party and yes i will show off my amazing swimming techniques ( doggy paddle *thumbs up* ) ya i cant swim... like 2 years ago i had a near death experience by attempting to swim in the deep end... Im gonna same the details since much of it is VERY embarrassing...for me… so yup IM GOING SWIMMING... fun fun...

My internet was down for almost the entire day yesterday... and it sucked i finally realized i cant stay sane without my dear internet... i was sooo grumpy yesterday... and most of all bored so i kept calling ppl and calling and everyone that i called... "sorry cant talk, busy" "g2g work" " sorry bad hangover"“not home, call back later” and then there were the numerous answering machines... honestly guys some of u have the WORST messages on your answering machines... ie: “hello, hello, HELLO? cant hear you... (really long pause) sorry were not home call back later... bye" ahh i have fallen for that one like 20 times... im on the other line basically screaming "hello" HELLO and then oohh

" sorry were not home... " and ya... CHANGE IT... or another one... the beep... its not "please leave a message after the beep, its just one random beep...i have a tendency to talk to myself or sing if im bored while the phone rings... i stop obviously when someone answers it ...but with that beep thing... Unwarily I continue singing... my friend later calls me and laughs hysterically at me for about 10 min and when she finally stops shes like "oh ya so u called?,"

if you started reading this and wondering what the hell is she talking about... ya i have no idea... random shit... im so bored and depressed... ill never ever see him again... he was sexy... and ya that’s all...

anyways g2g get dresses (find my swim suite) and go to Vanessa’s...